Lyrics High - toldyuuso

I remember the night
When I was walking around
I was freezing outside but I didn't really care
I was furious at myself

I was sitting for hours
Thinking about what could have been ours
In the middle of the bridge
Contemplating at two am

Now I seek for an escape route
But I feel like there's no way out
Sometimes I would rather just blackout, blackout
Baby blackout, blackout yeah

Now everyone's high around me
So they suppress the pain I feel
All of them are broken and because of that
They find peace in each others company

Hi, everybody high in the room while I keep on bringing myself
Down. I don't want to frown
Even though I'm sleeping all alone in my double bed

And I've been holding my own hands for too long
Don't know what is up with me when you're close
Hi, everybody high! Don't want to crawl on the floor like if I'd need you

Hi, everybody, this was me in despair
I just wanted to say hi before you get high in there
Y'all took all the happiness there's nothing else left
I'll head back home without a tear I could spare

What's wrong with me nobody can tell
I should be alright then why wouldn't you want to be here with me
I guess this is the curse which I need to bear
What else is my problem which I cannot see

Now I seek for an escape route
But I feel like there's no way out
Sometimes I would rather just blackout, blackout
Baby blackout, blackout yeah

Hi, everybody high in the room while I keep on bringing myself
Down. I don't want to frown
Even though I'm sleeping all alone in my double bed

And I've been holding my own hands for too long
Don't know what is up with me when you're close
Hi, everybody high! Don't want to crawl on the floor like if I'd need you