Lyrics anjlz - tonimarti

I pray the lord my soul to take
May the angels come and show the way
Done did my deals with the devil i didnt know what it would cost
Stranded in the darkness
Couldnt tell which path from good to bad
Know my soul is ugly but im begging for some light
Never was the brightest boy
For my mom still i tried my best
Living with a mental mess yet we still have to get the bread
Looking up right at the clouds hoping a saint would just come down
Temptation hanging on my shoulder
This the position of all my sinners
No soul could stay so pure i ventured far inside the chaos
Twisted my vision and thinking
Now all i see is distaste and hate
Hearing screeches of the damned nah i cant be one of satans lambs
Maybe the way im taking might be wrong
I could be headed straight into the flames
May the angels come and lead the path before i fall deep in this hole
Reaching out for virtue
But i could never get hold
And i know we cant stay as innocent
Miss the times when love was just enough
Cuz now who knows what the fuck i want
God im not so young anymore but im praying
Begging you dont close the door
Leave me drowning in my sins till the devil pulls me down
Screaming out aloud but i guess its only me now

We could only be so clean
In the eyes of angels
They see us sitting down below talking to the demons
Taking licks of lust
And giving into greed
Pussy money weed all three got me like a fiend
Nah my conscious not the cleanest but im doing my best
Still i cant let a mothafucka try to play me as his pet
Jus want my bag then ill dash
Go back to blasphemy
Getting high as heaven i could never see past the clouds
Ive been running up my money
Had to sell a little some
Told my mama im sorry but i cant settle for crumbs
Told the ladies around me im jus not one for the love
Im a man on a mission
Tryna flip my sinnings to blessings
Get my fam outside the city
Maybe my feet my be dirty
Stepping in muddy waters all we wanted was purity
Lord you made the world cold
Can you really blame me
Walking thru the valley know the demons are waiting
Read the bible in the basement
Deep down i hope theres a heaven
Seen the blood on the pavement
This road im taking is tainted
Hearing hissing from the serpents bargains from evils spirits
Sometimes it sounds better the second time you hear it
Im just hear to get my green
They saying im getting greedy
You know money rule the world dont give a fuck bout your feelings
They see me from the ceiling
You cant say im always sinning
Ill give my heart to needs it but really id rather keep it
I cant trust a mothafucka not a man not a hoe
I stay staying on my toes
Cant let yall bring me to the floor
Wanna fly sky high not worried bout looking down
Got this weight on my shoulders
Feel my misery by the pound
Part the sea like im Moses im holding oceans of tears
Turning tissues to cash im just laughing it off
Take a peak inside my heart
You know i done had it hard
Hard to believe theres any angels but i still play my part
I be the lightest in the darkest
But dont play with my respect
Im gon lie inside my deathbed knowing i did my end