F#@k '05

What'd you get this year for Christmas?
One homie in the casket, another face in prison
If the charge has been approved
He's the reason that the other homies not living, merry Christmas

The whole year's been fun from the jump
In 05, we tried to fail to keep our heads up
The whole year's been fun from the jump
In 05, we tried to fail to keep our heads up

I was telling my girl about Lauren
How I ain't spoke to Lauren, gotta call about Lauren
Now, I'm at the memorial mourning
With the rosary beads, her mom gave me damn Lauren

It's been pouring real heavy this year
A whole clique's being punished for something her soul feels
What's the deal, did we deal with the devil too long?
Would you leave me to believe that we can't right out our wrongs?

Or is it really true the good die young?
The razor blade of a tongue won't wake the dead up
What the fuck now, what, they just locked bug up?
His mom, his dad, his brother, tucking his sister up

A few months and then most went free
But I went up the road, it's still hard to believe
And in the midst of all this tragedy
Big grind patch rapidly, my heart's to your family

Dad, a half little pack, stick to the rest
May God bless and make sure that the pieces may rest at best
I'm pissed, but I'm more like falling
I can't hear the bottle calling, so I took this on my problem

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends

My lonely tears are now shielded by a pillow
Where my angel once lay
But now, we're wilted, and we've been willowed
That's poetically perfect and beautifully written

But to live it, is to no less in retrospect
To everything else, it doesn't even hold a thread
But the breaths that my head used to lay in
That felt like a caress that would protect me from death

Are now gone, and everything around me is death
Good Britain's bitch, I really don't need you, see
You did nothing but lie, and I tried to believe you
Tried to treat you like the angel that I thought you were

But now, I see you for the demon in my past, and blurred
And it occurred, maybe it was some of the things I did
What I did was try to do you good and give you kids
So matter of fact, you can stay no fire, bitch
Because I'm going in the wind for 2006

I don't need the drama, don't need the pain
My New Year's resolution was to gain some fame
Reclaim these streets in Big Dave's name
So I'm grinding all the time, trying to make it in the game

I don't need the drama, don't need the pain
My New Year's resolution was to gain some fame
Reclaim these streets in Big Dave's name
So I'm grinding all the time, trying to make it in the game

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends

Goddamn Big Dave, can't be Big Dave
I knew something was wrong, didn't think you'd say
That the homie just passed away
That the homie just passed away
That the homie just passed away

It's running in my head and I can't get it out
Pouring out so much liquor, we get into drought
When I saw you in the casket, I almost passed out
Started bawling like a baby, but I had to let it out

Touched the hearts of so many, found my R memory
Trying to find a reason for this senseless loss
Haven't found any pissed off tempers
Hot at any given second, I might go off

Put my hand on the cross and I pray for your soul
Though I know you're in heaven, and you're draped in gold
Crouched down in the clouds, breaking out in sea
Lower plane, pooling, yes we know

You'd play better if you had your stick
You know how many times I had to hear that shit
I wish one more time I could hear that shit
So many different memories I reminisce

When I hear your voice in the hook, you left
It's almost like you're here even after death
I'd give anything to take just one more step
With you when I talk for just one more breath

'Til that happens, I gotta keep bawling
In our hearts, you'll never be forgotten
11-49-82-12-three-0-five
This bitch, I'ma calling

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends

F#@k '05, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories, I'm missing my sanity
And my family, those to the left, don't speak like mannequins
As I'm sitting in the middle, just losing all of my friends