Love Song

You tell y'all a story, about life
You live to love, you love to lose
And you lose to learn
Every day is the world turns

As the ketchup flew over the counter and landed on my pants
My heart was being stabbed by a woman whose hands grab
The napkins to wipe up the mistake that she made
Too late it was stained
Gray pants ruin new life room when I got more than a fair trade
A trouble filled aim

I learned in a couple of days
Headed down the wrong path till in my bad she baked
Quietly afraid I gave her pride and let her feel brave
Till drunk days came and brought nights that took it away
Overwhelmed by Hennessy and his friend's jealousy

They told me the bitch was up to trickery
Tricked me and then convinced me
Dig deep into her history as if it's any of my business
She told me I said there's more to town talks than I listen
With vicious sentence after sentence delivered with intentions
On here with the truth, the truth, the town lies to lie with you bitches
Forgiveness was given and then I took it for granted
Granted you lied a few times, those nights I flew off the handle

It's been weeks since you sent the candles, enriched my room
With an on on top of the bed, talking about my seed in your womb
A ring on your finger, the thoughts you said that all day linger
Now I wake up to an emptiness, no leave it to be
But believe it, I need ya, a seizure could not bring my heart hurt
Not after pain I endured from losin' my lover
I love her and fuck you if you think this is soft talk
I could chalk it as a loss, but I love the winner at all costs

I can't see another woman getting off work to go get food
Come to my work and bring me food
Go home to go to sleep, wake up and go to school
But then again, could you find someone to do the things I do?
Never cheat on you and pick your spirits up and you feel blue
It's amazing how two souls can grow together to blossom and bloom
Only to be torn away by petty fights that anger fuels
I put my faith in you
Even when Mr. Jealousy calls
Or male friends pretend to talk but really want your draws

I was taught I brought your jobs in
Unless they're your mom
Just work them off for what they got and never ever fall
But not all of that way
It's probably too late for me to say
I appreciate what you've done and I'ma take it to the grave
No pinky ring on my finger in the casket with me
Me just the thoughts of how you always treated me like a king
That'll take me to heaven if i don't get past the gates
Hell's flames can never take away that smile from my face
They never could

My ex-girl used to say she dreams of being engaged to me
But now she says nothing, the phone goes straight to the ants machine
It goes straight to the ants machine
Now she says nothing, the phone goes straight to the ants machine

Well I admit that I wasn't perfect but I do know that I'm worth it
And I damn sure don't deserve it so it's time to call it curtains
Repetitive arguments keep saying the same old shit
When I already forgave you for what first started it
There's no ending it we keep running in circles
Good thing we don't run in the same circles
I don't want to see you like commercials