paroles de chanson Bipolar - Josh A

I'm sick of being told being myself isn't working
Like everything I do is all for no purpose
But I feel the greatness inside of me
Yeah, it's like digging a grave, I unearth it
I'm always at war with the past and the current
And my mental health got my brain always swirling
It's scary, it's kind of like I'm Tyler Durden
I'm bipolar, yeah, I carry that burden
Got highs and lows, but fine on the surface
I might explode, like, nobody's perfect
But even with all of this pain that I battle
I still find the strength, take a track and I murk it
Nobody can stop me, it's not even worth it
They try to get by me, I'm not even nervous
Got real ones beside me, the kind you can't purchase
I feel like the only one left in the circus

So unapologetically me
Outstreaming labels, could show you the stats, let 'em read it and weep
They all tried to sign me, I've read all the offers, they'd love me deceased
I don't need the industry, grateful to everyone, got all the fans that I need
We're 'Bouta take over, been crafting the videos, do it, I'll still wear my heart on my sleeve
And fear on my face
Signifies how I demolished the pain
Think it's a statement 'bout COVID, it's not where 2018, never changed
They're still throwing dirt on my name
They wanted me gone 'cause they hate how I'm saying the truth
I'm not like the others, stay true to myself
No, I don't gotta change to get views
They don't know the first thing about me, they always assume, so

I'ma just let 'em, they'll hate me no matter whatever I do
Whatever I do gonna last, I can't say the same about you, most of you don't have a clue, like
They all come and go, the gimmicks get old, and then one day nobody shows up to the shows
I've seen it, it's tragic, they really don't know how long I've been rapping

It's been like a decade, the music is spreading
The people that doubted don't know where I'm headed
They don't understand what I've been through
Or what I might do to live out all my dreams
I've been dreading the thought of a panic attack
Got me sweating, but I gotta kill it, no matter the setting
I can't have it holding me back if I'm stressing
I just gotta dive in and do it, no treading

It's so exhausting, tryna navigate this life
'Cause everyone you see expects you to just be normal all the time
I'm not normal, one day I'm depressed and lay in bed
The next, I'm fine, it takes ten times the effort to even try

If you really knew me, you would know what I bottle
I've been working every night 'cause I'm scared I won't drop and
I remember bad days, all the pills I was coughing up
I've had the Devil on my shoulder, yeah, he's always so ominous
Cleaned up, found God, I'm a whole new Josh
Ain't nobody is touching me, all the ones that look up to me
'Bouta really see a whole new level that I been on
No one is close, compared to me everybody else
Ensuring my bros, I'm 'bouta make seven mil'
Did it all on my own and everybody else scared, better stay on their toes
Got all these lame little rappers always saying the most
So when I see 'em, I'll be like, "Get off my throne"
I know I'ma do it, regardless of my mental health
It's more than the music, it's proving myself
Whatever might happen, I know I'll excel
So get off my throne, yeah, yeah, yeah
Get off my throne, uh, yeah