paroles de chanson 21...(questions) - Nsokwa

Look
21 and I've been asking all the right questions
Like what I'd do for love
Like what I'd do for us
Like what I'd do for you
So tell me what you'd do for me
Leave me on my own to die
That's really nothing new to me
And truthfully done a lot of learning
That's for you to see
Crucially, thinking on behalf of all them good to me
Cause honestly you aint really moving like you swore you'd be
And right now, no that aint good enough for me
Cause I've been working on my growth
Seeds that I had planted from time
Just start to show
And everything just fell in place
Like I been stacking dominos
Guess the cause just hit effect
And notes just turned into some chords
Chords just turned to symphony
Harmonies all in the back
To me that's perfect melody
Pieces all just fell in place
The puzzle solved so perfectly
Then you take my masterpiece
And rip it up in front of me
Taken everything in me
To find these semitones of peace
Now my hearts all out of rhythm
Thought i'd gotten better
It's crazy my thoughts go missing
Pray for better days
But see the devil never listens
He sent you like you a mission
You search and then you destroy
Pleasure when I'm the victim and it hurts
I do my best to do away with you
I do my best to cut the ties that keep me close to you
It's like you're bullet proof
Cause I can't leave no scars on you
We stay attached right at the hip
So I stay close to you

Look
21 and I've been piecing shit together slowly
It's like I'm growing then I stop and then I barely know me
It's like I look inside the mirror
All I see's a phony
It's like I'm trapped in my own space
And no one ever phones me
It's like
I always lose myself
So no one knows me
And those that try to always leave
Cause they cannot control me
And those that stay don't really love me
They just think they owe me
Which takes me back to where we stand
Cause they don't really know me
And where I stand is sandy ground
My feelings sinking slowly
Questions I've been asking have no answers
So I leave them open
I'm ending chapters in this book
I thought I'd never close it
I set the stage now curtains close my story keeps on going
My scene just ended take a bow cause
I want my golden roses
I learned so much
But it don't matter if I never show it
So all the seeds that I had planted now just started growing
See, everything just fell in place
Atleast that's what I'm hoping

And also like funny enough
I pray like for you
So I mean it probably will take time
I'm just figuring out myself
Me? I'm in Canada I have my own issues
But there's nothing wrong
I probably will follow you back right now
Even if you don't return the favour
But I'm letting life sort of sip into you
Or like letting you figure it out
I feel like we will be fine in time
I just want you to like sort it out
Because the energy I saw from you was not okay
I could tell you're not okay
And I mean more than depression
Or more than sadness
I just mean you're growing still
And I hate that I'm not the kind of person
To like sit through people's growth
I'm very impatient
But like there's no bad blood
I thought you should hear from me
And not what other people say
Anything else is not true
Michael, love