paroles de chanson CHEW - YDoubleR

Cause I've been up all night again question
Whether or not to make another cuppa
I know I should be asleep but through the day is when I suffer
All I need is for someone to come and break the structure up
Instead of falling through
Nights I spend awake with you
Rupture the idea of ever waking up
Waking up
Dreaming never taught me much I ditched
Dig a grave for a later date
Go crash in someone else's arms and pray they never fade away
Got my psyche stuck in a hard place
The pitcher throwing memories up in a safe but I don't feel it
Shades are pretty useless in a time like this
I wanna see my son rise not live through night time bitch
Cause the chances of me seeing him were dim
At the start I had to go clean my act up
Perform these hour half shows cause I'm a rapper
Broke my bank account yea
The stakes are higher now
I've been in doubt yea

Nothing to gain nothing to lose
Nothing to lose
Is it that life's just a recluse
Just a recluse
I got a child to feed I'm out of food, yea
I'm out of food yea
I said
Nothing to gain nothing to lose
Nothing to lose
Is it that fames just a recluse
Just this recluse
I got a child to feed I'm out of food
I'm out of food
I need some money more now so we can chew

Yo yo
Let me just explain this for my kid's sake
I would do any motherfucking thing to get paid
Currently I'm unemployed but I'll never be fake
Fuck the rap to riches fuck bitches but what does that pay
Wish I could just get a job
School I never flogged off
School was fucking hard and I tried and tried to get the grades I got
But they don't matter in this day in slave
All these connections in Hip-Hop went down in age
I'm an adult just counting the days
I made myself a name from mistakes yea yea
I skin my elbows on the pavement from skating to say my hurt was raw
Stressing over payment is an understatement
Drowning in debt
My student loans been out of credit
Can barely afford rent
I'm pitching myself a tent
How am I suppose to vent when there's smoke all in my breath
I'm bitching cause I don't rest
I got mouths to feed and plates to clean
But maybe I've bitten off more than I can chew, ugh

Nothing to gain nothing to lose
Nothing to lose
Is it that life's just a recluse
Just a recluse
I got a child to feed I'm out of food
I'm out of food
I need some money more now so we can chew
So we can chew