paroles de chanson Note to Self - ajsmets

I'm writing sitting in the moonlight
Moods right, feeling on my low life
Oh my, true sigh, wishing I was always high
To feel the guy, who doesn't overthink things and hide my true self in disguise
Oh God, where is my path?
I'm stuck in my feelings, I'm stuck in my wrath
Analysis my blood is blue
But when cut and exposed to the truth
It turns red losing my innocence,
Floating on lies come out as blasphemous
I'm a perfectionist
There's not a day I don't feel like breaking this and faking this
But what's the right move?
I don't know cause I'm searching for it
What's the right move, to make my loved one pleased so I can live in peace?
I can't live in ease
Do I choose love or do I choose my greed?
God, don't make this Adam and Eve
I gotta whole life to live please let me eat
I gotta stay focused, stay grinding, silver lining, my motto for a lifetime
Stay shining, stay mining, my gold is that I'm satisfied with my timeline
I got no pot to piss in
Hole in my intuition
Life's a complication
My situation, life doesn't hand out invitations
So I gotta get it down
No acting profound, messing around, losing to get my dream
I'm out, by sitting around, acting renowned
Hanging on by a string
Faithfully

Wish I knew what to do man
What I gotta do is this

Life's a blessing
Can't be stressing
All the pain that be pressing
Move aside with confession
There's nothing wrong with livin' in our sessions
Sadness and depression
Sadness is like a lesson
Learn from the past but the future's always present
That is the goal and this is the message
And gotta keep smiling
The haters they talk it
But just keep walking
Live your life with a locket
And one day you can fly off like a rocket
And be rich with nothing else to deposit
And they gon' talk
And they gon' fold
While you live in gold
Karma's just a-s-s hole
You're living on your own
And you cannot fold
This the moment you show
All your true love, your x's and o's
Fly like a dove
All that you love, your family and friends is that you trust
Don't be living in lust
Do what you must
And stick your gut
But don't give up the feeling of love (Facts)