Текст песни PLATONIC - 81rexx

I'm tired of being there for folks that ain't ever there for me
Sitting through your worries bout where you should be
Calling up my phone and you crying to me
Where you at in my need
Sick of giving love that ain't giving to me
Allocate my time to the ones who need me
Giving you advice and a hand when you need
Where you at in my need
Gave all I had, I ain't get nothing back
No I ain't mad I'm just tired of the cap
Promises that nobody fulfills it's sad
Nobody got my back
My mom helps me out when she know that she can
Pops paying off the hospital again
Just left the ER that feeling again
Might be dying and shit
Scared to go to the doctor cause what he might say
Tell me I only got a couple of days
Don't tell nobody
I won't say a thing
I'll just do what I can cause

I don't want fake love, yeah
And I don't need pity love
All because you
Think
Loving me in my last days will suffice
The times you left my side

I'm tired of looking out for those that don't look out for me
Push you to be who you wanted to be
Support you but you ain't supporting me
Why do I do these things
If I was starving would you cook for me
If I was drowning would you swim for me
Or make excuses on why you can't be
The person I need
All you do is look for problems in life
So you got something to complain bout this time
I hate that I ever gave you time
You make me wish that I died
I'm sick of feeling like they second thought
Ever since my birth I ain't ever fell off
Now in my 20s I suffer withdrawals
Cause I

Used to seek out love (mmmm)
But now I seek out trust (I do, I do)
I don't want to love
Can't let nobody have that much control in my life
That's a setup for me to get stabbed with my knife

That's why I don't do fake love
And I don't need pity love
All because you
Think
Loving me in my last days will suffice
The times you left my side