Текст песни hard to handle - AJA

Going round in circles over and over
Over and over
In my head
Trying to hide cause I don't wanna
Face the problem, I'd rather forget

Breaking my back
Giving all that i have
So you don't stay mad at me
Am i wasting my time
Trying to get this right
But it just takes over me

I'm too hard to handle
I'm getting too old
So maybe i'm better off on my own
I know i'm far from perfect
But i don't deserve this
So maybe i'm better off on my own
I can't fake a smile much longer
It's getting harder to pretend
That i'm fine cause they know I'm lying
It's not worth trying
It won't make sense

Breaking my back
Giving all that i have
So you don't stay mad at me
Am i wasting my time
Trying to get his right
But it just takes over me

I'm too hard to handle
I'm getting too old
So maybe i'm better off on my own
I know i'm far from perfect
But i don't deserve this
So maybe i'm better off on my own
You know I'm better off
You know I'm better off
You know I'm better off on my own
Hard to handle
On my own