Текст песни Used 2 - ANDRWMAARS

I used to be patient
I used to be restless
Used to dress to impress
I used to be insecure
Wanted to settle the score
I used to always wanna
Prove myself
Explain myself
Explain my tracks
Explain my struggles
I used to be cold, I wanted to cuddle
I used to be single, I wanted to mingle
Used to fall in love with bad bitches
Wanted to see ass jingles and fake titties
I used to be honest
I used to tell the truth
I used to hop on the booth
And ask my niggas to hop
And I used to let him flop
And I used to let shit slide
I used to abide
Fuck the law and who made it
Waitin' on my results but told my momma
I made it
Used to believe in myself
I used to believe in my friends
Shit to even think I ever had friends
Getting depressed, I used to always wanna
Kill myself and slit my throat
Take a mirror, watch myself on choke
Asking myself
'Homie where is your fam? While you dying inside'
You know what happens when you come inside
Got a life on the line
Said I'm losing my time
I'm not a cop, I ain't fighting no crime

"Uhmm, I'm chasing, I'm chasing time
I'm chasing uh the future, you know?
Because at this moment there's just so many
Of us in the game, doing this and
And tryna make it out

I'm so tired of being a used to
Don't ever you say I played you
Remember when you said I used you
You used to love me, I still love you
I'm still surprised that I let you go
I fell in love with your mind
Your thoughts, your ways
And you're kind
I'm still shook 'cause you left me behind
All the love, all the memories
All the pictures we took, all the energy
I don't wanna love no more
I'm so done being a fool
But you know we're still cool
All the fame shit, I wanna lose it
All the fake friends, I wanna lose 'em
I'm so done being a fool
You need to know it ain't cool
I'm so done being a fool
And you need to know it ain't cool
Yeah, yeah, yeah
If I told you that I love you
Would you believe me?
I'm slowly getting back to my old self
Took the gun out the shelf
Point it straight to my head
I'm really tryna get myself killed
I feel like life's no more
I feel the void in my heart
I don't even see the shine anymore
I don't even see the stars in the sky
Kill me, never bring me back
Maybe not on this planet
Maybe not on this planet

I used to be patient
I used to be restless
Used to dress to impress
I used to be insecure
Wanted to settle the score
I used to always wanna
Prove myself
Explain myself
Explain my tracks
Explain my struggles
I used to be cold, I wanted to cuddle
I used to be single, I wanted to mingle
Used to fall in love with bad bitches
Wanted to see ass jingles and fake titties
I used to be honest
I used to tell the truth
I used to hop on the booth
And ask my niggas to hop
And I used to let him flop
And I used to let shit slide
I used to abide
Fuck the law and who made it
Waitin' on my results but told my momma
I made it
Used to believe in myself
I used to believe in my friends
Shit to even think I ever had friends
Getting depressed, I used to always wanna
Kill myself and slit my throat
Take a mirror, watch myself on choke
Asking myself
'Homie where is your fam? While you dying inside'
You know what happens when you come inside
Got a life on the line
Said I'm losing my time
I'm not a cop, I ain't fighting no crime