Текст песни Last Goodbye - Aezrath

When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye
When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye

I am too weak to fight
I barely survived tonight
I am shadow in the light
You are my kryptonite
I lost my own motive
But music is my child
I want it to grow
Be happy in life
I wanna give it all
That i couldn't have
My past eating me up
I'm hating myself
Maybe that is why
My esteem is so low
What is good about me
I honestly don't know
This was never my home
I was simply a guest
I wanted to feel welcome
All i felt was a stress
Maybe i am a mess
And that's what i needed
You tell me you love me
But i can't believe that
I need someone to show me
It all seems like an act
Don't deny stepping on me
That is nothing but a fact
At times i feel like i'm gone
I know i am not the only one
But what is even left
Other than suffering and death

When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye
When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye

I am digging deep down
Guess it is over now
Not giving any notes
Not looking around
Never coming back
That is the plan
Going to hell
To discover who i am
Maybe i am evil
And this is my faith
I got my punishment
Served on a plate
All i ever wanted was
Someone to relate
Now i'm just a mask
With no face
I needed some space
I was stuck in a place
If i was just a story
I would be erased
My case is difficult
I can't explain
But i guess i am made
Of suffering and pain
I need to find myself
But i am good at hiding
Fake smile on my face
Says i am not lying
And i tried my best
But i am nobody
I guess i can't be found
Cuz no one wants to find me

When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye
When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye

I am the lost cause
Put me in asylum
I won't fight back
Feeling suicidal
Living in a jungle
But i'm not a lion
I am nobody
Living in denial
How do i stop this
I am stuck in a loop
Always went alone
Never part of a group
I need the white walls
And the long hallways
I'll never be better
This is for always

When my eyes start to cry
That's a day i might die
If i somehow survive
This is a last goodbye