Текст песни Session 3k - BIG JD

(Damn Kid this shit hard)

Got all these bottled emotions
I tip back the bottle and pour till I drown in your ocean
Been taking drugs just to cope with my life
But I feel like this shit just be killing me slowly
I'm always down for to help everybody
But who gone be there when I need me a shoulder
I'm taking dose, after dose, after dose
And I wonder why God just won't let me go over
Mama say "Baby you living too fast"
Got my foot on the gas till I blow up the motor
Having flashbacks bout the time that I crashed
And I wonder why God just ain't let me flip over
Full of that shit I can barely even sleep through the night
Fighting demons they start taking over
When I'm fucked up that's the only time I feel alive
Feel like Sosa, I hate being sober
This lil bit got me in my feelings
I got an addiction
I pour up and drank till it's empty
It's fatal attraction mane how this shit happen to me
I was raised up a cold-hearted nigga
Don't show me no pity, I'm high to the ceiling
I tried showing love, they treat me like a villain
I look in the mirror the only thing that I can see
Is a star shining bright out the ghetto

(Nope)
BIG JD
Let me talk my shit