Текст песни Experimental Phase - Better Promises

I've got bag full of pills to make me happy
I take some at night and I take some in the morning
And now I'm all smiles and my friends seem to like me
But my prescriptions running low and I'm starting to worry

I know what I am without these pills
Depressed, void of passion and will
So streetside doctor keep filling me up
I finally see why my dad got so addicted to drugs

I'm in college so I guess it's okay
At least I can call this an experimental phase
And not what it is, me chucking my life down the drain
Fuck all the judgment, I'm living day to day

I know what I am without these joints
I'm depressed and my life has no point
So little brother keep stocking me up
I finally see why my dad got addicted to drugs

It was probably his way to hide the fact that he's broken
We all do it sometimes without even knowing
I am the victim of my own stupid crime
Send me away and let me do my time

I know what I am without these drinks
I'm depressed and I hate the life that's ahead of me
So Bartender keep filling me up
I finally see why my dad became an alcoholic

I'm not forgiving you
Then I will have no excuse
For why I'm such a fuck up
At least I can still blame you