Текст песни Mental Vomit - Better Promises

I woke up and I wasn't myself
I looked down at my hands and they weren't mine
I'm not me This isn't me
I'm losing it

I'm a cocktail of mental illness
Exhibited as a simple college kid
But locked inside my room. When no one is around.
I'm freaking the fuck out
My legs have a fever
My stomach is punching me
It's hard to swallow
Hard to breath
Lift my lungs
Lift my legs
I'm shaking
Lift my Head
Lift my hands
I'm shaking
Pop the pills
No one knows
I'm taking
Shaking shaking shaking shaking

And then the tears again because I know that this isn't right
But I can't stop it

There's a buzzing in my ears
And a pressure in my nose
I'm sweating for no reason
No reason worth sharing
Smoke some weed to shake this feeling
Even though I know that it's not leaving
Drink some whiskey write another song
Drink until you past out. Out Out Out