Текст песни Watching The Clock - Big Melancholy

I can't ever be all the things that you need me to be
So just let me leave
And maybe one day I can see all the things that they see
And I could believe
All of the things they admire is not even me
It's just who I wanted to be
And honestly I'm feeling weak
I need to go find me somewhere to get peace and breathe
And all those times that you was breaking all those promises
I wish I would've thought
I was drowning out all of my thoughts
But now it's lonely when I look down from the top
I ain't never had nobody hurt me like you hurt me
Damn that really hurt a lot

All my life been searching but it's worthless
If you ain't got no one when it's time to stop, watch the clock
Waiting for the day that I could finally give
Somebody all the things that I ain't got
Wishing I could finally get a peace of mind
But I don't wanna fucking blow my shot
Hoping that one day I might be saved cause it'
S been vacant in my head I'm bout to pop
Honestly I just need better ways to cope with
Circumstantial things that change the plot

And when it's time to stop I just hope
That you got all the things you wanted
When you strayed away I had prayed for
Days, I've shed the tears I've gotten
I can't even be all the things you need, now I'm feeling lost and
Maybe you can see when I bleed next
Time you feel you want to talk it out

I can't ever be all the things that you need me to be
So just let me leave
And maybe one day I can see all the things that they see
And I could believe
All of the things they admire is not even me
It's just who I wanted to be
And honestly I'm feeling weak
I need to go find me somewhere to get peace and breathe
And all those times that you was breaking all those promises
I wish I would've thought
I ain't never had nobody hurt me like you hurt me
Damn that really hurt a lot