Текст песни Chasing The Pavement - Big Melancholy

Spent a lot of time lost in this head of mine
Waiting for the day I get a better life
Hopefully I can take all of this rage and find a way
Or escape, I'm a product of all this pain
It's all the same, I been praying that I see the light of day
Now I'm staying up too late, I need a break
Got me playing with my fate, I need to change
Got me running 'round in circles in my head, look like a maze
I'm ashamed of the things in my head, the thoughts in my brain
Always fake everything, so is this more looking in gray?
I'm okay, no, I'm fine, honestly, I been feeling great
2023, This my year, I'm putting on for the gang

Gotta turn nothing to something, they gon' remember my name
Bitch, they hating on me, I'd just rather just go get paid
Bitch, face it, you switched up, turned bitch, you ain't shit
But me, I'm the same kid chasing the pain
I'm lost, turn up every day
I'm sick of the crazy games they play
I really just need a little break
I'm 'bout to pop, got 'em all in shock
They can't wait until the day I drop
Gotta keep a Glock, call that bitch my hot pocket
I'm so up now, they can't stop it
Been in my bag, so bitch I'm cocky
Mig can shoot, lil' prick, I got it
I'ma throw a fit with the blick, I don't miss on a hit
Guarantee you get hit up in yo' shit
I'm equipped with a big-ass stick, with a big-ass dick on the end
If I do miss, then I click on your mans
But the blick don't jam, goddamn
Now I'm stuck up in my head, I need to vent
They telling lies and saying shit I never said
It's kind of funny, used to call that boy my friend
I guess in the end, I ain't never really had no friends
Feel my friends is dead, I can't wait to join 'em in Heaven
But I guess 'til then, gotta keep it going off the land
Y'all don't understand, really been through hell and I won't bend
I been on the mend, better than I've ever been

Spent a lot of time lost in this head of mine
Waiting for the day I get a better life
Hopefully I can take all of this rage and find a way
Or escape, I'm a product of all this pain
It's all the same, I been praying that I see the light of day
Now I'm staying up too late, I need a break
Got me playing with my fate, I need to change
Got me running 'round in circles in my head, look like a maze
I'm ashamed of the things in my head, the thoughts in my brain
Always fake everything, so is this more looking in gray?
I'm okay, no, I'm fine, honestly, I been feeling great
2023, This my year, I'm putting on for the gang