Текст песни See Them Grow - CJ

All these thoughts I channel grow
That's the problem with these flows
What starts as bars for show
Will get me locked out of my soul
And I can't doctor what I've wrote
Once I've got it then I'm ghost
No I can't cope
With the fact that most of what I write lacks hope
I claim jokes
But truth is that it sows a seed
I sewed the seams
So sober me
Could store the heat
And roam the streets
But coldness seeps
I'm snowed beneath
Hold me please
Tell me all's gunna be alright
Through sleepless nights
I feel the might
Of what's pressing down on mind
Have I gone blind
To the person I've become?
Throughout the fading light
I keep my eyes aligned on sun
When this writing stunt is done
I'll shun the violence in my songs
I'll keep my silence, won't say none
Until I finally can run
Away
Can't waste time on the internet reading they posts, no
Claiming they high as they intellect, seeming quite low, seeming quite low
Lately been seeming like it is that season to blow, season to blow
I've been up planting these seeds now I'm seeing them grow, seeing them grow

Too many rappers promoting this life
Drugs, fucking models or violence
Depends on the roll of the dice
Open your eyes to the struggles they holding inside
Coping with blowing up all of a sudden, just overnight
It's sure as hell to weigh a toll on mind
The fall of pride
Open my pad and I jot down these rhymes
Shit selling badly
I panic and check what is popular right
I'll try and hop upon that one Tonight
Before I write
I scribble out that which I've written
The shit that is different
I light up the spliff and I start on a high
I'm feeling bliss, that's the art of the vibe
I finish my lyrics and get up to spit
I rap about bloods and the crips
Or fucking a bitch
Or how many drugs that I sniff
I'm bluffing, I know I can't stomach that shit
But that's what they wanting to hear
I want them to listen and so I don't care
Man fuck the sincere, I'm making a milli and stunting on them
Can't waste time on the internet reading they posts, no
Claiming they high as they intellect, seeming quite low, seeming quite low
Lately been seeming like it is that season to blow, season to blow
I've been up planting these seeds now I'm seeing them grow, seeing them grow

Holy shit I've started charting
Now there ain't no point in stopping
My last option turned to all the shit I'm talking
Walking step by step towards the fucking coffin
But I'm popping off
Finally i'm popular
Watch me go
Headed straight for the top, this ain't optional no more
I was just adopting all the tropes
Ever since I dropped, I been feeling like a fraud
But it's worth it now I'm copping all that dough
Don't tell me that I'm not the only hope
I been having doubts
About people finding out
That I did it for the clout
And I'm bound to be exposed
So I go onto my phone
And I head along the road
Buy a couple grams of coke
And I put it up my nose
Know that I'm trippin
I don't do this shit but I gotta keep up with this image
I must be consistent
Like what if they listen
Or what if somebody close
Goes on the radio snitching?
I sit with my head in my hands
I've fucked up my path and I've ended my plans
Unless I just suck up the courage and act like a man
And pop me a xan, since this who I am, fuck
Can't waste time on the internet reading they posts, no
Claiming they high as they intellect, seeming quite low, seeming quite low
Lately been seeming like it is that season to blow, season to blow
I've been up planting these seeds now I'm seeing them grow, seeing them grow

Not every plant is a flower
Not every hand strikes the hour