Текст песни Alone Forever - Cal the Rapper

At this rate
I'll be alone forever

I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy

Everytime I think I like someone
I JUST FUCK IT UP!
I guess cause I'm nervous and I'm scared
I JUST FUCK IT UP!
I procrastinate and I wait
I JUST FUCK IT UP!
I don't know why but somehow
I JUST FUCK IT UP!

I'm a hopeless romantic that's manic, panics with damage
I can't stand it. Imagine your baddest tragic fanatic
Now think about the good in your life at that time
Only think about that, leave the rest behind

Left or right
Day or night
All I seem to do is sabatoge my life
Death just might
Pay the price
Of all my fuck ups
I AM NOT ALRIGHT!

Wish I had someone in this bed I could hold
Who can't get enough of me or my dumb jokes
I wish I had someone who loves me whole
Wish I had all this but... I don't

I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy

I'm a one woman man
With a plan
To get attached
With us hand in hand
We'll make the greatest habitat

I find one girl that I really like then I'm stuck on her for like my whole life
Can't think of another when I sleep at night
I'll just keep trying, find the one that's right

My brain is gettin hot. I'm trembling now
So much pain I caught. My temple's decrowned
My whole life I watched unassemble all around and
I'm strugglin to not have a mental breakdown

AND Y'ALL DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL
Hell, I don't even know how I really feel
Like I'm numb to everything and I ain't real
Cause I'm numb to everything and I can't feel

Internally I'm cryin
Kinda feel like I'm dyin
Feel like I'm always fightin
You don't know how hard I'm tryin

I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy
I am just a sad boy
A lonely fuckin sad boy
Depressed and goin mad boy
Cause I am just a sad boy