Текст песни Vivid Dreams/Pineapple Express (Remake) - CalicoDEIRA

I really miss the old me, I'm dying of anxiety Vivid dreams of a better life
Blue seas over brighter skies Time flies, and it's impossible to get it back
Lost my mind, a while ago and I don't know where my head is at
Caught in a limbo of depression and happiness But it's not stopping my ambitions to gain success

Alcohol binge, wake up in my room's a mess I got a stoner lifestyle, pineapple express
I might be broke right now, but one day we gon' be rich
Put that on my mama, you gon' never see me quit I won't waste no time on you, you don't seem legit
Came so far from feeling blue, blue just like my strips

Over time my heart turned blacker than the color of my tips
If you can't tell by all my actions, bet your ass I'm bout my shit
I've been trippin' off this acid, pop a tab, it's got me lit
Plug got syrup, double cup it, pour it up, I take a sip

Living fast like Paul Walker, furious inside my whip
I want baguettes on my pendant, frozen diamonds, piss
I seen people change around me when I achieved accomplishments
Many failures and letdowns, rebuild my confidence now

You can't stop the kid, that throne at the top is his
You either with me or against me, cut off all my toxic friends
I won't stop until I'm dead, get rich or die trying how I feel like 50 cent
Shout out to all my Hawaiians still struggling, on that lonely island

Turned up on that dumb shit, smoking till I'm irie
I don't recognize who I see in the mirror
Face tats, acne scars, and dreaded hair, yeah
Peircings everywhere, yeah

I think I'm self-aware, yeah
But I was unprepared
I really miss the old me
I really miss the old me

I'm dying of anxiety, yeah
Vivid dreams of a better life
Bluer seas, over brighter skies
Time flies, and it's impossible to get it back

Lost my mind, yeah
A while ago and I don't know where my head is at, yeah
Caught in a limbo of depression and happiness
But it's not stopping my ambitions to gain success

Alcohol binge, wake up in my room's a mess
I got a stoner lifestyle, pineapple express
Don't wait on me in the cold, I ain't never coming back
The greatest story ever told, Hey but here's a fun fact

I ain't never had the closure
Needed from the past for my day ones I'm a soldier
Fiending for the bag, how we came up from the woodwork
Had to grind for the cash

If you knew how bad it could hurt, then why did you ask
Yeah, no shit, it's not a secret, yes, I'm scarred from my past
I went from the wallflower to the life of the party
Never let them see my weakness

All that I ask is that you always stand beside me
And put no one before me
My future's shining brightly
Although I'm always lonely

Old hobbies don't excite me the same way that they used to
Boo hoo, I ain't crying about it
See my neck, diamonds, they gon' shine around it
I drop a hundred bands to put my siblings in the finest college

Life's an uphill battle and it's got me climbing mountains
And I ain't lying about it
Trying to stay young forever, but I can find a fountain
Broken hearts and drug addictions, too many times I've counted

That I wanted to give up if only god allowed it, yeah
Ooh, I really miss the old me
Miss me, I really miss the old me
I really miss the old me

I'm dying of anxiety, yeah
Vivid dreams of a better life
Bluer seas over brighter skies
Time flies, and it's impossible to get it back

Lost my mind, yeah
A while ago and I don't know where my head is at, yeah
Caught in a limbo of depression and happiness
But it's not stopping my ambitions to gain success

Alcohol, binge, wake up in my room's a mess
I got a stoner lifestyle, Pineapple Express