Текст песни Suicide Note - Chinito

These suicidal thoughts just keep lurking in my brain
Left my note for you sealed and delivered by my pain

If I'm dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you-ou, dead to you - I'm so suicidal

Many men, wish death upon me but I swear they won't kill the boy
But if I die you'll still feel the boy
There is no way you gon fill the void
Im from the city, looking in the mirror's the only way for me to see the stars
I am so talented, I have a talent of telling the fake and the real apart
Bad little biddy, I look at her titties and ass and I swear I still see the scars
Looking like she went to build a broad, she slapped on a new body
Just like I did with the Audi
Can't trust nobody, no
Niggas want me in a body bag, I gotta bad feeling about it
Paranoia taking over, I do not know what to do
As I get older I get colder, the more I learn bout the truth
I pray, to a god I don't believe in
Maybe I could kill off all my demons
Ou-ou-ou
Should I stay or should I run away from you-ou-ou?
Rockstar life with the power slide
You will never kill us, this is our life

These suicidal thoughts just keep lurking in my brain
Left my note for you sealed and delivered by my pain

If I'm dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you-ou, dead to you - I'm so suicidal

I had to speak on the issue
One day your life will be blissful
I pray that the evil don't get you
You're strong enough, hope you live long enough to receive all of the love that I wish you
I hope that peace could be with you
Please don't take a piece of me with you
I've had it, been taken for granted again and again and again and again
Post traumatic from my past encounters with love but I'll be there for you in the end
Hello from the other side, this is goodbye yea
Never felt more alive, more alive
Been putting my emotions on airplane mode
Said you'd always be there for me, you ain't there no more
Won't you hold me? I'm so lonely, won't you take my soul?
I have quit all the drugs that I've glorified
Accepted the fact I was born to die
I'm crazy but maybe I'm torn inside
When it comes to love I am horrified
Told you I love you to death, and I never lied
It's just that I hate myself more than I love you, I'm sorry but that love won't keep me alive

These suicidal thoughts just keep lurking in my brain
Left my note for you sealed and delivered by my pain

If I'm dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you-ou, dead to you - I'm so suicidal

These suicidal thoughts just keep lurking in my brain
Left my note for you sealed and delivered by my pain

If I'm dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you, here's my suicide note
Dead to you-ou, dead to you - I'm so suicidal