Текст песни Golden Weather - Citizen Soldier

Can't wake up, can't wake up
From living in yesterday
I've had enough, had enough
Of watching it on replay

I'm so scared of every trigger because if it gets pulled
It's gonna turn my brain into an endless hole

Going down
When will it happen again?

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now
Life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now
I just pray
That nothing lasts forever

With just a taste, just a touch
My whole world is crumbling
I'm either numb or feel too much
And there is no in between

Like a soldier fighting battles back behind my eyes
These days giving up is looking more like paradise

Going down
When will it happen again?

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now
Life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now
I just pray
That nothing lasts forever

Am I manic or is this just me?
Panic is my personality
The more I think the more that I can't breathe
If I show you I know you'll just leave

If I show you I know you'll just leave
If I show you I know you'll just

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now
Life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now
I just pray
That nothing lasts forever
(Nothing lasts forever)