Текст песни Not Perfect - D. James

Lately I have to battle with not bein' negligent
I'm only in high school and the type of way I live is unhealthy
Scrollin' YouTube beats but I know I'm not wealthy
To buy any of these things, I'll say I'm sorry
I try to produce, but see none of my tools can do
What I want them to do, I hate it
I'm so scared of these ratings
All my life I been different, I never fit in
And it, still fuckin' hurts me
I been, lurkin' and aimin' for the best, for a long time
I think it's time I take a rest 'cause
I'm ran down, tired, defeated, lost now
So many lows, I can't keep up, I think I've lost count
I wanna be the next Tyler, wanna be the next Cole
All I'm dreamin' here is to be the only goat
I need to think smarter, stop thinkin' harder
Big promises I've broke, unprovoked by my rage
My life doesn't suck, I just haven't aged
Thing is I'm impatient and I'm waitin' for that day
But I need to grow, need to wait
'Fore that day comes to bring me more pain again

I'm lost, tired, beaten, broken
My loves gone cold, and I can see it's frozen
I'm lost, tired, beaten, broken
I'm tired of these rivalries, I'm just feelin' broken

The thing with music, I feel it's my only path
I get scared when I start to lose love for the craft
I'm sleepin' restless, I'm dreamin' my pessimist thoughts
Thoughts conspire making new competitors
Perplexed, left tired
People don't get it, I conspire to win
But to win without help well, it's helpless, and I feel selfish
I cut off everyone, it's not helpin', to achieve my goals
I feel I'm, nose deep in the snow
People see me and think, "Oh"
"A rich kid from the 'burbs, too rich to know"
Bitch I know what pain and struggle is, I'm well experienced
Yeah, I'm not perfect

I'm lost, tired, beaten, broken
My loves gone cold, and I can see it's frozen
I'm lost, tired, beaten, broken
I'm tired of these rivalries, I'm just feelin' broken
Im lost, tired, beaten, broken