Текст песни The End (Redux) - Dead/Awake

(I won't let it take me)
(I won't let it take me)
(I won't let it take me)
(I won't let it take me)

Buckle under the weight of my soul
Succumb to things that I can't control
Falling apart slowly at the seams
Deaf ears are listening to my screams
Everything seems to have lost its feel
Losing grip of what I thought was real
Cant remember when I felt alive
This feeling is so damn hard to describe
No matter how fucking hard I try
I feel dead inside where I lie
Awake at night trapped in my own head
Grab the gun and prepare for the end

It took me decades but now I see
That the world has nothing left that it can offer me

(What the fuck)
I beg for death
I need to find my peace
I take my last breath
I envy the deceased

Grab the pistol from my dresser drawer
Tears are falling I get on the floor
Make sure that I locked the bedroom door
Note that says I can't take any more
Shake as my hand slowly feels the steel
Thoughts of how my family will feel
Know that I have so much left to do
Thoughts of perspective are coming through
Lay the pistol down at my side
Tired of finding ways I can hide
Deciding now I don't want to run
Someday I swear I will see the sun

I won't let it take me
I won't let it take me
I won't let it take me
I won't let it take me