Текст песни Days Gone, Nights Lost - Deception

It was another night of listening to Travis & Cudi
Thinking bout the ones who have risen above me
Living life in doubt, it's hard to recognize who loves me
Which one of y'all gone jump in if a nigga try to touch me
Counted all the summer nights that were littered with sorrow
Remembering the days that I ain't wanna see tomorrow
There's a lot of things that only me, myself and I know
Don't wanna be a martyr when it comes the day that I go
Couldn't see with my two eyes
My vision was permanent, I was blind to the disguise
Was putting on a front to drown the pain I felt inside
Go around the clock, I find it hard to realize
That I'm running out of time
Stuck inside my crib with 20 demons and a half
Covered up wanting to leave by letting out a couple laughs
Told myself to smile when it was getting way too bad
Wanna see a better place, really wanna pack my bags
Back in school, it was all jokes
Til that yearbook come around and get a signature we all wrote
Tough life, who would have ever known
Thought I had a plan, now I'm kinda feeling like I'm dead broke
Went to school with a lot of different niggas, hated every single one
I hope them niggas hated me
And even though I'm not okay
Would like to make it to a place where everything is good as I believe

Feel like a slave in captivity when I think of how I'm stuck in the same spot
My mind doesn't get any better, just stormier weather, so when does the rain stop
Operate like I ain't broken, suffocating, choking, on things that I keep locked
Temperature's rising, I'm tryna stay cool, but it feels like everything is real hot
Tell me, when I die
Don't want no goofy niggas at the wake steady preaching like they wanted me alive
Who are you, and tell me why
Why you wanna know me when I'm dead, when I had a lot of years to my life
Some things never change
Niggas always running to your funeral but never really knew your fucking name
Tell me who would take the blame
Who would really take the blame
Tell me who would take the blame
Sat at this computer
While they claimed I was a loser
It was always do or don't
And I always chose to do it
Sat at this computer
While they claimed I was a loser
It was always do or don't
And I always chose to do it