Текст песни October - Desert Trash

I'm not leavin till it's over
I'm not quittin till we're done
I don't only hate october
Every other month still sucks
Every year i feel the same way
Every night i fall in love
Every day i wake up gutted
Why do my dreams fuck me up

I don't really know
If there's anything left
But i don't wanna fall in love
I wanna fall to my death
I been sailin on an ocean
It's a sea of regret n
Every gust that hits my sails
Is a step towards the end
I just really wish the wind
Wasn't laced with ur breath
Cuz the way i think of U
Ain't the same as the rest

I'll keep sinking
U keep going
Guess that's just the way things are

Hopefully next year
I won't even b here
Maybe my next life
Will b a little easier
I can kick and i can scream but
It still won't change anything
Hate the way u make me feel n
Hate that ur not listening
Trapped inside this fucking loop n
Convinced it'll never change
Maybe next year will b better
If it's not i'll run away

I'm not leavin till it's over
I'm not quittin till we're done
I don't only hate october
Every other month still sucks
Every year i feel the same way
Every night i fall in love
Every day i wake up gutted
Why do my dreams fuck me up