Текст песни Delusion - Designed to Fail

I tried to escape reality
As a shell of what I used to be
Running from my memories
They are a sickness deep inside of me

I felt my skin turning to ash
Like a burning house that's about to collapse
Poison running through my veins
The only cure for all the pain that I felt

Delusion
This delusion was my only bliss
Looking for a way out
To hide from the demons, to escape from all of this

Wish I could forget the pain
To make me feel okay
That I don't have to change
I'll stay the same
Will I ever get out of this state I'm in?

The shadows keep haunting me
I feel it starting again
The voices inside are telling me to give in
A sudden crawl beneath the skin
They keep calling from deep within

Show me the way out
'Cause I can't find it by myself
I'm lost and I need to be found
I feel trapped in this endless maze

The clock's ticking, I'm on my own
Can't escape what I hold so close
Mind faded by the sky's haze
I might never come back down

Delusion

This delusion was my only bliss

Blinded by delusion
My mind keeps begging for more
A life led by illusions
My next step might be the fall