Текст песни Future - Different Boats

Yuh
I want your honest opinion
Mess it up when I get finished
My motivation has gotten diminished
See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish
So many songs about this topic alone
Written all by me and this demon I'm on
Can't help but feel that I haven't won
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son
Yeah, woo! Just the son
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

I have no control o'er my life at the moment
Don't know what I'm doin' cause this life I'm zoning
Rather kill myself than have to face my opponents
Don't wanna grow up. Can I put it on postponement
Scared to graduate, really gonna miss my friends
Will I ever see them or is this the end
Thinking suicide cause I don't wanna depend
Heard myself cry when I picked up the pen
Drinking straight holy water, devil better leave
Cut this thing in half, as if to twain I cleave
Fight depression off, start by rolling up my sleeves
It's a really dark day, blood rain as I greave

I want your honest opinion
Mess it up when I get finished
My motivation has gotten diminished
See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish
So many songs about this topic alone
Written all by me and this demon I'm on
Can't help but feel that I haven't won
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son
Yeah woo! Just the son
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son
Yeah

Future, coming fast
Running past
Put it in a cast
Look at me, goin so I can't be last
Don't wanna die today
Don't wanna cry today
Don't wanna see my friends if they sit silently
Try to read my mind
Try to be kind
Messed up every time
Cause the future ain't a sign
Yuh
Look at me, I go tomorrow
We didn't talk much, gives me sorrow
Try to have fun with my last summer
Next summer I'll be teachin' last supper
Get my toast up, then slide the butter
Take a bite, leave, morning come like thunder

I want your honest opinion
Mess it up when I get finished
My motivation has gotten diminished
See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish
So many songs about this topic alone
Written all by me and this demon I'm on
Can't help but feel that I haven't won
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son
Yeah, just the son
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Don't touch my Legos, please
They mean more to me than my time, please
Don't change anything, mom, please
I'm scared to go, don't let me go, please
Can't stop crying, don't wanna leave
Maybe this year, a girlfriend won't leave
Last day of high school, had to leave
Suicidal thoughts make we wanna leave
My prom date is so pretty, yeah
This my last dance, she's pretty, yeah
I'm crying too much, it's not pretty, yeah
Cry at graduation, not pretty, yeah

I want your honest opinion
Mess it up when I get finished
My motivation has gotten diminished
See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish
So many songs about this topic alone
Written all by me and this demon I'm on
Can't help but feel that I haven't won
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son
Yeah woo! Just the son
Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son