Текст песни Intro (19) - Different Boats

Just turned nineteen, it's my birthday
Only thing I'm thinking bout is her face
It's the first date
It's going ok
I don't even wanna stress about it, no way
First time I was scared to kiss her
Couldn't make the first move, scared I'd miss her
Then after it happened
She made me tragic
Kissed her then she ghosts me, I ain't learn my lesson
I wish I could just control her now
Have her stay with me instead, how
I wish I wasn't a side character to her story
I wish I could be more than boring
I wish I wasn't just an option
Girl, just stop it
Gave me trust issues, I can't trust a girl again
Going off to party with all my friends
Tell her goodnight when the party ends
I don't wanna think about her now movin' on to new places
In love with someone else, I'm spacin'
I just love her, you know she's not basic
Now I got a new girl cause that's sick
Thought I couldn't trust again, I was honest
But this new girl, you know she's the hottest
Then I get sentimental
We both in love now, I hope I'm not a rental
She gets insecure kind of a lot and I think it's my fault
We both got toxic and it's on God
We fight so much 'til she dumps my ass
Damn, I break like glass
I can't feel anything anymore
Ugh, I feel like I'm dead to the core
For real, kill me
Cemetery, do you feel me
Swear to god she's the last one
I ain't even havin' fun
Up until the risin' sun
Thinking bout her and how girl is a gun

I'm nineteen
I can't sleep
I'm nineteen
I can't sleep
Two girls in my love life
Two different times
I'm nineteen
I can't sleep
I'm nineteen
I can't sleep

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