Текст песни 4 LBS - Domani

Lemme talk how I would talk to myself
The key to the lock at the top of the shelf
Leads to what's lost in the dark in the depths
The smell of garlic and death
Awkwardly step and the farther I get
The more I pray the holy father forgives me
Cause when it's in me it's me
I envy the pennies that's kept in the jar
The sign of patience, comfortability
I'm far from them all
I tossed it in the yard
It cost me an arm, I saved one so I could write you this song
I hope you like it like I like being wrong
When I'm too perfect I'm nervous
I know the "right" answers I say it on purpose
My whole has been a test I bubble "C" when I'm guessing
You can see when I'm stressing
Mind went blank
Since seen black DVDs on the dresser
Never the same
Wasn't to blame
I hope you know it
If I could go back in time I'd throw it, so heroic
But this not a Disney movie, mistakes must live through it
When stakes is this high and the knife can't cut through it
Just 4 LBS of pressure a do it

Lemme talk how I be talking alone
Can a house be a home when there's nobody home
Amount that was blown didn't account for all the counseling, clothes
Covered the doubt and insecurities of fully grown men
Now pull him on in
We got him in the cycle of sin
See life doesn't end
After you're detached from the flesh
Grand rising again
Not enlightened then you'll try it again
More likely to win
This time your anxiety's here
To help you navigate through all the wicked hiding within
But I'm not one preach
Ask me what I see when I sleep
Alarm clock saved me more than the preacher
I'm just absorbing and pouring more than they gave me
Cause I'm more for the people
Than the ones in suits the corporate people
When they're informing it's lethal
The shit that they be sayin it seep through
Misery Loves Company
Me too
Where the fuck does that leave me
So now I'm the one that feeling uneasy
I'm the that's hurting people that's hurting need me
With 4 LBS of pressure

Lemme talk how I be talking when talking bout death
Am I afraid of him, no
We sat down and had a few but I made him pay for him own
And I toasted to life
Eye contact was holding me tight
And then he smirked and gave a look I didn't like
As tho tonight was the night
First thought, ok call on the Lord
Last time I called he didn't answer before
So with these hands ima do it
I'm not a fighter but I balled up my fist
Before I striked him heard a voice in the distance
Told me with poise to resist it
Instantly I came more to my senses
Some sort of post nut clarity vision
I felt very religious relief
Come across me crossing street
Looked to my left I seen death and to my right I seen Grief
A head on collision
Or is it just a lesson to learn
Hope God's tryna test me for he bless stressing my nerves
My chest grew to burn
It soon became harder to breathe
I fall to my knees
I looked and all I saw was the reaper
He started repeating
A quote that told me I was the reason
It reminded me the finger that squeezed it

4 LBS of pressure
Lemme talk how I would talk to myself