Текст песни The Hurt Locker - Dr. Knock

Debris flying all through the sky
My left and right eardrums are ringing dirt trapped in the lids of my eyes
I can't hear or see clear i'm feeling around but no one's near
Now i'm trying to back-track in my mind to find out what did i do to get here
That thing blew up in my face now i'm feeling out of place
The pain is clouding my vision i can't see His mercy or grace
And i know He not too far but i don't feel Him
Flesh rising up like, "u don't need ur spirit man kill him"
Now this don't feel too right i think i'm losing sight
I'm trying to find that fire but it's getting swallowed by the night
I'm out searching for heat in the cold so i run back to what i know
And even though it probably ain't i don't care i just want somewhere to call home
I'm stuck in the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
Lord i'm crying out to You i don't know who else to trust stuck in the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
I pray You take these broken pieces and put me back together
Why You let that happen God? i thought we was on the right track
So i took a break i need some answers thought i was gone be right back
But days turned into weeks weeks turned into months
Months turned into a year turned towards the Word i'm starting to see clear
Still no answers but i got faith studying job kept me straight
"Though You slay yet will i trust in You" mean so much more today
I found that fire i've been searching for my passion's been restored
But i still gotta hole in my heart i can't move 'til You fill that void
I'm in the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
Lord i'm crying out to You i don't know who else to trust stuck in the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
I pray You take these broken pieces and put me back together
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
Lord i'm crying out to You i don't know who else to trust still in the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
I pray You take these broken pieces and put me back together
So i guess i'm over the hurt but i still feel the same
I'm diving inside His Word but still don't feel much change
Now i'm asking myself, "are my efforts in vain?
Will this torment me constantly? is His peace mine to gain?"
I'm falling on my face every day sending up my petitions,
"Lord please put this behind me and replace what's been missing"
But i turned my back on Him so i guess He ain't listening
Then He spoke through my mama, "boy why don't u just forgive him?"
Now why u wanna go and say that i been trying to keep my cool u act like this what i wanted
And besides forgive? i figured i did since i ain't put my hands on him
It was like heart got corroded over time
Like i didn't wanna reconcile a peace that once was mine
It was my fault i was angry just holding it all in
Walking around with a grenade threatening to pull out the pin
Like this gone be my revenge sadly i couldn't see
When i hold on to hurt no one blows up but me i'm coming out the hurt locker
Sometimes the pain is just too much
I done done all i can do now i just wanna give up
Tried my best to stay the course i guess my best wasn't enough
Lord i'm crying out to You i don't know who else to trust come on out the hurt locker
So when the pain is just too much
When you've done all u can do and u just wanna give up
Tried ur best to stay the course ur best still ain't enough
Pray He take ur broken pieces and put u back together
Forgive!