Текст песни Enemy Inside (Rock Mix) - Egypt Central

I close my eyes to no avail three days of aching sleepless
I wish these sheets would suffocate me while I wait
I love the cuts that make the lines
Arranged in beautiful designs
My fight with a sharp side of a razor blade

The sting at the back of my throat
The sweet release of self-intervention
I'm back from below and on this way

One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone (I want to be alone)
'Cause I'm not coming home ('Cause I'm not coming home)
I'll lose myself tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy inside of me

It's getting harder to inhale, quick fix to clear my secrets
Eyes dilate and stop the winding second hand
It turns the hours into days
Behind the sunset my life fades to gray
Alone again with a razor blade

And how did it get like this?
I haven't fucked up in so long
I lost my innocent bliss, where did I go wrong?

One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone (I want to be alone)
'Cause I'm not coming home ('Cause I'm not coming home)
I'll lose myself tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy

It's quiet now
Like the moments after a murder
The younger me inside
Can't believe the things he saw tonight
Face to face I'm screaming at myself
For help
(I'm through, fuck you)

One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone
'Cause I'm not coming home
I'll lose myself tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy