Текст песни This Is What It Feels Like - Elliot Wilson

This is what it feels like now

Another year and we go again
Wrestling to settle what's in my head
And all I hear is
'You need to relax'
And everyone appoints themselves
A therapist, a specialist of mental health
But every day it's two steps, one step back
So don't crash

If only I could paint my mind
To show you what I'm on about
One of a kind
Maybe this is the closest I can do
So I put it in a song
And hope you understand where I'm coming from
Cos all I hear when you tell me to relax

Is the kick drum rising
As the beat sets in
And we're ready to begin
I look to new horizons
Ready for a change, ready to rearrange
The noises that I'm hearing
An array of sound so beautifully found
So this is what it feels like now

Someone said that you sleep when you're dead
You don't know what's in my head
'Is he just another Jonathan Larson?'
Which side of the fence
I'm restless at my own expense
I wanna finish everything I've started
So stop coming for me, coming for me
Just because I'm working harder
Don't you know that nothing good is free?
So this is what it feels like now

And in an instant you can turn your whole life around
I used to let it drag me down but on the ground
I saw there must be more to life than being ruled by someone else's doubt
Yeah there's highs and lows
And I didn't wanna let you go
But now you're gone so I pass the time singing
this is what it feels like now

As the kick drum rising
As the beat sets in
And we're ready to begin
I look to new horizons
Ready for a change, ready to rearrange
The noises that I'm hearing
An array of sound so beautifully found
So this is what it feels like now

As the kick drum rising
As the beat sets in
And we're ready to begin
I look to new horizons
Ready for a change, ready to rearrange
The noises that I'm hearing
An array of sound so beautifully found
So this is what it feels like now