Текст песни Faithless - Embis

They're Christian but they're trippin', won't care if it's
Against their wishes, won't dare listen, can't bare to witness
When their kid just won't share opinions to therapists
And take care of business, not fair, is it? I'm scared to visit
My family out of fear, my faith, where is it? I have clear vision
After years of thought about it, god is drowned out by doubtin'
And now that I'm pouting down on one knee, howling to thee
Hopin' you'll open and help me cope even though I don't believe
And even though I don't believe, hopefully, when I go to sleep
And don't awake, that my mistakes are forgiven
I feel like I've drowned in a lake that I've diggin'
Filled with doubt that has risen, now it's cloudin' my vision
Can't be sure about it 'till I witness, but it's god that has given
That very suspicion, so if it's the god that's said to love me
Everlasting who casts me down to burn in hell for practicing
What he passed me, then I don't wanna worship that god
That's blasphemy, he could walk right past me
And I wouldn't bow down if he asked me, that's me
So, sorry if you think that's weak, but it's my conclusion
Screw your institution, I intuit, it's not true, shit
I'm start a movement, I'm in to it, I'ma do it, screw it
I'm done, I'm fed up, trust me I read up on this shit
I been set up and it's sick, now I've said it and now it's
'Bout to blow up in my face, I'm setting off the wick!

I'm betting all the shit I just said with this led just fed my stress
At best, at worst, my family and their opposing ideas
It's got to the point it won't even go in my ear
They're throwing some spears, knowing what they told won't adhere
To my brain, it's a shame, I got no hope for this, hear
Too much prejudice in the protestant Methodist
Was deficit with respect and pessimist, will not represent them
I met resent when she said she hesitant
To work with a person of color, the heck with it
It made me hurt, wanna shove her, now evident
Her halo no longer hovered, not heaven sent
But I can't help it, I love her, now met with this dilemma
So what am I gonna do? Do I put it in the past
Or do I cut them out, man, I don't wanna ask
I just wish that I could smash it, burn my memories to ash
'Cause this ignorance is bliss, blow my a kiss
But now that I know the truth, I don't think I can forgive