Текст песни Internally - Ethan

I feel done now, wasted
Lot's of different places
Couldn't talk to you 'cause my brain was way too faded
I don't wanna talk to anyone or see their faces
Looking in your eyes is like a drug, I wanna taste it

Down in the corner, laying on my shoulder
Grab her by her waist, oh god, I wish I fucking told her
I would kill just anyone to get the chance to hold her
And now i'm sitting, thinking loud
Oh, my heart got colder

It hurt me, intentionally
When I told you that I want everything there is to have
Hurt me internally
Now I'm fucked up
Wondering how the fuck to be
A guy who's not scared of rejection or care 'cause
I'll just close my borders like nobodies there
But you opened me up, take a seat on my chair
We could make out, make up, if that's what you want from me

I woke up now, sober
First of October
Honestly, i'm not in my bed, but yeah I know her
She told me that I was the one, then she rolled over
At least i'm not a one night stand
Well man I don't know that
'Cause i'm dying now
Can't see me crying now
I can't pull myself together, I can feel it dying out
I don't wanna take the pills again, not what i'm doing now but
I guess i'll take you out, okay we're going out

And we're down in the corner, laying on my shoulder
Grab her by her waist, oh god, I wish I fucking told her
I would kill just anyone to get the chance to hold her
And now i'm sitting, thinking loud
Oh, my heart got colder

It hurt me, intentionally
When I told you that I want everything there is to have
Hurt me internally
Now i'm fucked up
Wondering how the fuck to be
A guy who's not scared of rejection or care 'cause
I'll just close my borders like nobodies there
But you opened me up, take a seat on my chair
We could make out, make up, if that's what you want from me