Текст песни Free - Feansta

You see there′s drama in my head
I need a holy water just to cleanse
Cause there's this weight
As if I′m waiting for my fate
Is it right is it left
Or was my heart just stolen, theft
There's two people in this world I know
The real ones like Christian, Devon, and Joe
And these frauds that always take their bow
I just want it to be my turn
I wanna be freed from this urn
I'm trapped inside my own mind you see?
I′m just trying to break the fuck free
Are you here?
Are you there?
Or are you just gonna lemme slip
Yikes
Guess your just gonna lemme dip
Sorry I′m not not surprised
You're the one sitting watching me die
It′s not like this is new
Yuh see I rise up from the dead
That's what I fucking do
It′s like I said
The frauds are just gonna watch over me
Like they wanna steal my poetry
But I don't wanna give them the power
Lord only knows they won′t put in the hours

I just wanna be free from this pain
That you caused
Just leave me here
I don't want you there

You keep on trying to get me to believe
That you changed and you're you again
I′m sitting left to grieve
So I gotta let you go
You gotta go soar
I don wanna, but I gotta,
You fucking thought-a
I watched who you′ve become and
It's crazy I still hope some
That our friendship isn′t dense no more
You treated me like I was just a chore
But part of its my PTSD
My anxiety affected you sorry I didn't see
Depression keeps rolling back
Making me have several panic attacks
I miss the people I painted in my head
Lying awake in my fucking bed
I have so many regrets
But believe me I had no malicious intent
God I just wanna be able to eat
But my stomach causes a relapse leaving me beat
Oh shit what did I do
My mind was so fogged, I didn′t have a clue
I put this pain all on you
So I could hide the fact that it was true
Wanna send ya a text
But right now I don't have the power
And Lord only knows I′m not gonna get an answer