Текст песни Burdens - Gp.

It's all your fault
If I told you that my back to the wall and you never called me
Oh my God
How you watching over me and never heal me you just stalking
Evidence
Evidence exceeds in the blood of a liar walking through fire now he's
Hurting lord
You gonna save me or are you just gonna watch
Check the watch
Said It's all your fault
I been facing all my demons alone I called ya phone said I'm on hold forever where did you go
Why can't you stay?
Cause lately these burdens have torn my spirits away
I doubt that you stay

So when the days come that you hate what you see
I just pray you tell me so I know this just hell at my feet
I've been to Heaven in dreams
And hell in my eyes
So when ask me why I lie awake my thoughts just race I can't erase my past
Past actions keep me blindsided am I blindfolded or is God trying
Or is God dying?
He forget about me?
Questions on this quest should I request an answer from you directly
I'm sick of just reading the scriptures
These just the thoughts that would float in my headaches
That's right when I pick up a pencil
Use this utensil
To paint a picture that will save you all
I'm elated should this paper call
Crazy how paper with faces on it is worth more than your life
Crazy how they want us dead but we standing like bitch we alive
With pride
Wakanda forever the guide

Guide me
To the life with no irony
A life that's inspiring
A life that I'd like to just see as a lightning strike
A life without metaphors
Open up Heavens' doors
Can't you see the fallen ones
Torturing all of us
Killing me softly
How can I stop
I just like to watch it
Killing me slowly
My soul is in love with the Roses
My heart wants to stay in a box
I'm feeling like everything's closing in
Leaving my body to rot
Sending my mind into thoughts
Sending my mind into lock down
Up when you give me the call
But I still think it's your fault

It's all your fault
I been facing all my demons alone I called ya phone said I'm on hold forever where did you go
Why can't you stay?
Cause lately these burdens have torn my spirits away
(I doubt that you stay)

This is an untitled message to God
Although I blame you I still need your love
Putting everyone above myself just like Jesus did with his 12
No limit to the burdens I'd carry
Which scares me.