I Have Questions

You were my first love
I fell for you at first sight
I told all of my friends
All about you that first night
Went from praying together
To making out until midnight
But don't call it what it is
Cause your God says that it's not right
Don't talk about it

I still remember the trip
That we took to Austin
No, we couldn't get far enough
To keep people from talking
Confused about your feelings
Convinced that I caused them
Then you turned me in
Just to pretend that you lost them
Betrayed with a kiss

Were you so afraid that you had to speak first?
Do you ever think about the people you hurt?
Didn't you know it would make everything worse?
Did you really think it would change what we were?

It's fucked up how looking back
You asked for the first kiss
But when push came to shove
You said that I'm the seductress
How could you lie?
You were someone I trusted
I'm not sure that you know what love is
Oh, what a bad witness

Were you so afraid that you had to speak first?
Do you ever think about the people you hurt?
Didn't you know it would make everything worse?
Did you really think it would change what we were?

When you drive around town
Do you hold your breath
Passing headstones of the places that I left
Remnants of the bed
Where you held me down
And asked if I have
The holy spirit in me now
Did you see the news last Christmas Eve?
And if you did, did you even recognize me?
Do you think about the promises
I made to you you wouldn't let me keep?

Were you really so afraid that you had to speak first?
Do you ever think about the people you hurt?
Didn't you know it would make everything worse?
Did you really think it would change what we were?