Under

I woke up from a dream I was holding you
I woke up, but it's not like I wanted to
I've been crying on couches since 2017
I know I can't change anything

I wake up in the bed that we used to share
Reach for you just to realize that you're not there
I'm still crying on couches in 2024
I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna get over you
Even though I tell myself that's what I'm trying to do
I don't wanna get over you
Cause I remember being under and all over you

I was scared when you let me touch you like that
I was born again, now there's no going back
I've been crying on couches to movies with James Dean
It's always the same scene

I won't get to do everything with you
I guess healing is all I have left to do
I've been crying on couches—fuck all this therapy
I wanna do the wrong thing

I don't wanna get over you
Even though I tell myself that's what I'm trying to do
I don't wanna get over you
Cause I remember being under and all over you

I'm still under you
I'm still under you
I'm still under you
I'm still under you

I don't wanna get over you
Even though I tell myself that's what I'm trying to do
I don't wanna get over you
Cause I remember being under and all over you

I don't wanna get over you
Even though I tell myself that's what I'm trying to do
I don't wanna get over you
Cause I remember being under and all over you