Lying

I don't know what I'm looking for
When I click on your face
Hold my breath and wait
For images I've seen before
And it's like nothing has changed
And you're still the same girl I knew
But what if one day
I look up your name, and it's not you

'Cause I, I don't know what I'd do
If you let someone in
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then
What if you were lying
Lying next to her
Instead of living a lie

I don't believe in sin anymore
But just knowing that you do
Gives me hope that it's true
That I could be your only girl
For the rest of your life
What you gave me that night
Stays with me
But what if someday
You trade what we had to be free

'Cause I, I don't know what I'd do
If you let someone in
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then
What if you were lying
Lying next to her
Instead of living a lie
Living a lie

There's a truth that's too big to bear
That I can hardly muddle through
I like to think that I'm self-aware
But you're still my only girl, too

'Cause I, I don't know what to do
Or how to let someone in
Living without secrets
Instead of loving her in the dark
Like you did with me then
What if I'm still lying
Lying next to you
Are you lying next to her
I hope you're living a lie
You're living a lie

I don't know what I'm looking for