Текст песни Me And My Madness - Heavenly

I hear string in songs when they're not there
I see things in darkness when i'm scared
I feel cold out when it's sunny
Make a joke and laugh about it
Feel like you're a moving target
Wish all this had never started

Cut my hair and then I cut my skin
Hurt myself instead of hurting him
Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in
Say one thing and think another
Stay in bed cos you're not bothered
Pray that it will soon be over

He told you that he loved you he'd stay with you
Oh you're a fool
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

He kissed me and then he stayed the night
I can't see that things could work out right
Seems as if I'll mess up some way
Hold his hand the world seems all new
Understand things when he's near you
Now he's gone it all seems untrue

He left her he said he cared that he'd be there
When you're scared
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway
(Don't believe what those people say, it's all lies anyway)

I don't think they will
I just can't sit still
Funny kind of ill
I don't wanna think about it
Showed me that your love
But it's not enough
I can't ever trust
I don't wanna think about it
You're there by my side
Then I asked you why
Could it be you lied?
I don't wanna think about it

My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?)
All my dreams have vanished in thin air
Was it real when you said you'd care
Once you kissed or did you dream it?
Bought a gift but he's not seen it
How'd you know he didn't mean it?

When he's gone it all goes wrong
Smashed up your home
Now you're alone
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

I don't think they will
I just can't sit still
Maybe 'cause I'm ill
I don't want to think about it
You said it before
How can I be sure?
How to be assure?
I don't wanna think about it
You're there by my side
Then I asked you why
Could it be a lie?
I don't wanna think about it

All of what you said
Goes round in my head
When I lie in bed
I don't wanna think about it
I'm too paranoid
You could get annoyed
So did other boys
I don't wanna think about it
Heard it all before
Gets to be a bore
God my head is sore
I don't wanna think about it