Disappearing

Some day soon it's getting near I'm going to disappear
Traveling through time and space I will keep you near
Life is just an illusion I can't tolerate don't fear
I may not be in your reality but for the moment I'm right here

I give up for the first time in my life, this was all irrelevant
Having to live this life without you is not my element
Seems like none of this is true, find myself missing the old you
Having to go through this world with nothing left to prove

I'm so done with all this can't stand it anymore
Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls
Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky
Why does time always have to speed on by

It's so hard these days to find true love in this world
But what I felt for you I have never felt before
All I can picture now is you walking out my door
So I'm disappearing now you won't see me anymore

I'm going to disappear now like I was never here
Won't be a puff of smoke it will all be crystal clear
I choose not to go through this world if I can't have you near
I'm ending this never-ending tragedy now watch me disappear

I'm so gone now you won't ever see me anymore
Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls
Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky
Why does time always have to speed on by

Lights are flying by so fast always living in the past
Headed towards this black hole accelerating too fast
Disappearing I'll never last I'm going on vacation
It's taking a long time to reach this final destination

Drawn to this darkness I'm being pulled in all directions
Trying to escape I'm trying to deflect all of these reflections
Seeing all my many sides seeing so many sections
All I want is the solution this life came with no directions

I'm so alone now you don't feel me anymore
Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls
Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky
Why does time always have to speed on by

Floating through the air never in my life I didn't care
Always thought there was something more something more out there
Waking up from this dream I just want to disappear
You were just here in my dreams but in reality you weren't there

Seeing past this illusion so as to not cause any confusion
I'm drifting away from this loneliness away from this seclusion
Away from this life I thought I had it's a failed delusion
Getting closer to the end I'm almost done with this conclusion

I'm so closed now not at home I've locked up the doors
Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls
Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky
Why does time always have to speed on by

Some day soon it's getting near I'm going to disappear
Traveling through time and space I will keep you near
Life is just an illusion I can't tolerate don't fear
I may not be in your reality but for the moment I'm right here

I give up for the first time in my life, this was all irrelevant
Having to live this life without you is not my element
Seems like none of this is true, find myself missing the old you
Having to go through this world with nothing left to prove

I'm so done with all this I can't stand it anymore
Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls
Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky
Why does time always have to speed on by