Текст песни December 23rd - iAmJakeHill

Recording this, so, just letting you know
Let's go
Why won't he come out? I would like to talk to him
He's just gonna fucking lie to me for a month
Call him and tell him to come out
I just wanna talk to him, I'm not gonna do anything
I just want him to look at me in the eyes like a fucking man
And apologize for lying to me, that's all I want
You made me feel like a fucking idiot
So, you, so you were gonna lie about it?
That's just insane, just-
-In my face, you fucked on my tour, that is insane!
God, it feels so good to finally know
But I hate that I had to find out the way I did!
I feel like an insane boyfriend
Because I suspected that you were fucking him by the way you
Look at him, and I was right!
Tell him to come down and help you
Tell him, I wanna talk to him
Talk to me like a fucking man, I don't-
Just talk to me like a man, look me in my eyes
A friend of six years?
You made me feel like an idiot for a whole tour!
Wondering if there was anything going on with you two
Cause I saw it in your fucking eyes, and you lied, and you lied, and-
I had this dude in my house, I flew him out
Now, he's in there fucking my girlfriend!
My ex-girlfriend
(Sup dude)
I looked you in the fucking eyes and cried to you in the hotel room
(I know)
And I flew you out in my fucking house
Oh, so it changed later? Changes six fucking days later?
What do-? Ooh, what do you mean?! Now look!
Do you understand why I was acting the way I was acting?!
Do you see now?!
You wouldn't tell me the truth
And I 100% knew and it was eating me alive!
Do not care, if you guys had something going on
I just wanted to know the truth!
I looked you in the eyes and cried, I gave you a hug and said-
From what I saw from my house up until the morning
Y'all fucked or whatever
There was no just, switch, there's things that lead up to it
-Kidding me? Jesus fuck man, like
It's whatever, and, and the thing is I'm not mad at you guys
I just wanted to know-
I- I did plan on, like helping you out financially
And being there for you
I was gonna send you like random thousand dollars occasionally
Just to be there, fucking, help you out with whatever you need
Now I, now I'm just done
Feeling insane for even like suggesting
Maybe there is something going on
The way you guys look at each other, the way you-
Getting gaslighted that entire time
And y'all wanted me on the, you wanted me on the van!
Listening to you guys giggle and have the time of your life
While I'm up there like "What the fuck is going on?"
It's just uhh, insane man, just, God, man
Flew you out to my house, six years
Gave you a thousand dollars to quit your job
By the way let's talk in your shout car
Yeah, woulda rather-
I would've rather found out by you telling me
Instead of finding out-
I feel so much better now though, God!
That month of just wondering, eating me alive
Not eating, just thinking that you two are like fucking or something
Now I'm like I know, I feel so-
I can live now dude, I'm so fucking happy, God!
I hate the way I found out
It's whatever dude
Yeah but, I mean I had a suspicion I was being lied to
So, of course, I had to find out some way
Nobody else was gonna tell me
But yeah, umm
We're never gonna-
Y'know, guess we'll never see each other again

Even then, 'kay? I'm just gonna go now
Y'all two? I'm happy for you, do what you want!
Have a good life! I'll see you guys