Текст песни DEMONS - Jack Roses

I'm caught dealing with some problems I've been dealt
My mom's calling me, she's talking 'bout my health
Remember I'd swipe liquor off her shelf
Brodie I'd be gone when the lights flicker
And it always fucks with my mind
'Cause time flies quicker as I age
Shit's real when your words come off the page
Feel like my demons done caught me in a cage
I'm just tryna cop the Wraith
Keep my mom and brother straight

Gotta chill out, I'm always stressing over time deficits
See I've been working hard, I don't ever reap the benefits
I'm dealing with my faults, I admit that I'm a pessimist
So what the fuck and I supposed to do to make me heaven sent
And I got people 'round but no one knows my presence
I just want a person I can lean on for dependence
Lately I've been stuck, blame it on my adolescence
And I can't change a thing, it's why I fiend for acquiescence
I ain't asking for attention, leave me lone and I'll be straight
But how am I supposed to eat with all this shit up on my plate
It halted my progression, I'm supposed to be okay
No one's answering my question, I'm responding with aggression
Tryna' play ball, if you want some smoke I got possession
Got me banging off the walls 'cause I ain't ever get affection
I'm standing in the middle of a fucking intersection
And I don't even recognize it's me in my reflection, so

I need a therapist, all of this shit be scary
I'm becoming my father, all the shit that I inherit
I wish I had the drive to live my life up off of merit
But I don't really care, I guess it's good that I'm aware
This shit be for them kids who feel like no one's ever there
So if you're dealing with some problems, throw that shit up in the air
My shit's dirty, if the shoe fits, I wear it
All I ever wanted was the 14 karat
But that shit be fools gold, break a link when I tear it
And I guess the world's cold, what I learned from my parents
Plus the words unspoken, man all of it left me broken
Swear that shit shook me like some earthquakes
Burnt rubber, she knew that I pumped the brakes
Straight out the lot, we playing for high stakes
Gucci frames shine bright, throw shade to heartbreaks
Like I'm blinded by the light, even though my heart aches
My demons on me, they still keeping the pace
Fuck, why won't they get the fuck up out my face
Been running so long that you would think I won the race
I think it's going better, then it goes the other way
And there ain't no umbrella that could cover all the rain
Swear I fell in love twice and I ain't ever been the same

And now that I'm on
They're glancing at my neck it's all gold
I can only converse with old souls
Pack your bags, time to go
My demons are on the road too

You can't run forever
There's some shit you can't escape

A breath of fresh air from behind closed doors