Relapse

Yeah, Ay
Okay Distraction's over
Waking up, I groan
And I roll over
Thinking of you
Realizing that I'm not over
Got to Snap out of it
My heart is sober
Ever since you left
I felt like Mar's Rover
We still had so much to do
And I really want to come over
I'm stuck, and
I really miss you, if we're being honest
And when we had issues I was never honest
Saying "I'm fine" was my worst lie (Ay, Ay)
Now I've been coping with White Wine (Ay, Ay)
I hope that when you listen to these lines
And you understand I haven't been doing lines
Look in the picture book you gave me and I start to whine
Hate how emotional I've been and how much I've cried
I've Gave you a locket
I hope you still open
And never store it away
Girl please don't lock it
I can't scroll up in my camera roll
Cause my heart hurts again
And It takes a toll
My heart hurts when I see you at school
I can't keep my cool
That I can't be with you
Especially when you looking so good
If I had one last chance
I would take it, I would (Yeah, ay)
I'm missing you bad
And I want to have you back
Wake up and I want to text you
But I know you don't wanna text back
Looking at my mistakes
I feel like the circus
I really miss us
You want a friendship but I still ship us

Relapse
I'm getting relapse
I start to recap
Your love, I need that
Relapse
I'm getting relapse
I start to recap
Your love, I need that

I miss the days that we argued
Cause I knew you loved me more than anything
And I'm sorry for the way I would handle those days
I should've let go of my self hate
Cause I made you feel like shit and I didn't even know it
If I had one more chance I wouldn't blow it
I've learned to control it
You helped me a lot and you don't even know it
I'm-I'm, I'm sorry that I made you think you made me feel worse
I should've manned up but now our love's in a hearse
Running through my mind all day and I can't get you out
Daydreaming about dates when I would take you out
This distraction is only a fraction of affection we had in the past
I wanna make confessions and get your attention
I wish that time didn't fly so fast, yeah
Don't you realize
What's we both had I really missed that
My mind likes to throwback
You took my love and you threw that
I've been feeling empty that I can't text you goodnight
Life has been way more dimmer since you haven't been my light

Relapse
I'm getting relapse
I start to recap
Your love, I need that
Relapse
I'm getting relapse
I start to recap
Your love, I need that

This next song, I wrote it for you when us two were still together
So I hope you play it on a bad day and make you feel better
You really helped me out when I had some bad issues
But if this is the end, let me just tell you real quick "thank you"