Текст песни i love my ex - Jbelzero

I got a little too honest, started drinking
"What if we never ended" - me thinking
You still were with me then, I felt guilty
If you only knew the real meaning
You said many things wrong and I lied too
Because of that I fell apart in the crowded room
My friends took a whole month to just cheer me up
What did it bring me to?

Again I'm still stuck in my own thoughts
Crazy bitch that's crying all the time
His pretty face's still showing up in my mind

I'm a cheater and I'm a liar
He is still stuck to his desires
He is far away, close to my heart
I love my ex still, what is wrong with that? Oh
For thе rest of my life I'll regrеt it
Walking past him isn't so better
I still like him, but I would kill him
I can't choose a path I'll walk on
So, blame me for something that you did all the time
Make me feel weaker than you, I'll make you risk your life, oh
If you only knew the hate I'm receiving, you would hate me too
Still got feelings to someone who doesn't know me like you, baby

I woke up in my bed, then I looked at my phone
You wrote you were okay, and I said that "I'm bored"
Oh, it's not like that, not that bad
Well I haven't seen him in months and I still miss him somehow
Oh, forgive me, oh, please, am I too tricky?
Didn't mean to make you so fucking guilty
I said "I'm the guilty one" I guess it broke us down
And I guess it's my fault right now

Again I'm still stuck in my own thoughts
Crazy bitch that's crying all the time
His pretty face's still showing up in my mind

I'm a cheater and I'm a liar (I'm a liar)
He is still stuck to his desires (his desires)
He is far away, close to my heart (heart)
I love my ex still, what is wrong with that? Oh
For the rest of my life I'll regret it (I'll regret it)
Walking past him isn't so better (so better)
I still like him, but I would kill him
I can't choose a path I'll walk on
So, blame me for something that you did all the time
Make me feel weaker than you, I'll make you risk your life, oh
If you only knew the hate I'm receiving, you would hate me too
(You would hate me too)
Still got feelings to someone who doesn't know me like you, baby

I am not fair, you are not fool
"Nothing" you did to me, see what I did to you?
I hope you realize when you hear this song
I feel fucking bad for that, but the same time I don't

I don't, I don't

For the rest of my life I'll regret it (I'll regret it)
Walking past him isn't so better (Isn't so better)
I still like him, but I would kill him (Oh)
I love my ex still, what is wrong with that? Oh