Текст песни CRAZY STORY'S - Jonah558

Life's just been different

Really think I'm losing hope
Ain't no game I take aim, now my vision's slow

Things about to escalate, I'ma let it blow
I've been traumatized since born, homie, I was 4
You ain't see my other side, but homie, here we go
Putt in some positions, I don't wanna let it hold me back

Making all this music, tell you music till your grew sick just to on track
Yeah, I'm rapping all this stuff, now it's giving me flashbacks
Tryna switch it up, but I'm losing all this stuff, wack
Want my dad back, but I can't have dad

Can't you get that through your head, just understand that
Write it on your notepad, make someone else mad
Make someone else sad, I will be the better dad
Trapped up in this maze, and I'm never gonna make it out

My family got played by the father sitting on the couch
Feel like I got stabbed up in his heart, now I'm bleeding out
I just wanna leave this earth for good, or leave my family proud
Remember all those times when the pantry was empty

Grew up feigning for some money, always wishing for plenty
They say our cops good, but they always leaving us hungry
We like the lost bees around, looking for honey
I just wanna tell my story, I'ma tell you from the start

We grew up in a trailer, it was lonely and so dark
Had nothing to eat, so we had to play it smart
We was in a deep hole, tryna climb out like a dart
I'ma walk up, if you talking on my name then the sparks up

And I'm ready to take aim, I got no trust
Shawty best believe this game, I'ma show up
If you talking on my name, I'm on a whole nother level
Dropping these bombs like a rebel, fighting through struggles and metal

Weight on my chest, it's real stressful
Wait, just till you open that door
Its what you love or what you hate? It could be more
Momma's stressing over bills

Told me be careful up on these streets, you might get killed
But the only thing that beats to me is silence, it's my thrill
Feelings in my head, but my emotions, they got spilt
I've been in too deep to build up all the guilt

At a young age, I was affected
From all these lies and stories got me looking at reflections
And I understand, if you don't want me up in your presence, don't you understand
Making mistakes, but I learn from lessons

And it seems to me, I've been holding up with all aggressions
But your enemies and frenemies, they all turn to blessings
Ayy, there ain't no competitions
You don't need an expedition, but here is the definition

It's a long, long trip, so please just take a listen
I'ma take you on a journey where you're gonna make decisions
What you thinking about right now, up in that mind
You think about the darkest place up in that hole you gotta climb

I got crazy stories, so I gotta write
You be planning things out, but first you gotta learn to fight
People trying to diss, but they always flexing guns
You grew up acting hard, but you ain't come from the slums

Man, I would do anything for this pain to go numb
Choppa, leave him on the ground, choppa sound like dun-dun-dun
You ain't even know what real life is
Traumatizing thoughts, but I like to keep them quiet

When them shots went off up on the block, I heard them sirens
Posted up in Riverbend, so you know we choosing violence