Текст песни Living in the Ends - Kay9

Living in the ends
Running all around got me wishing I was dead
(Got me wishing I was dead)
Killing neighbors and my friends
So much wrong got me feeling all this dread
(Got me feeling all this dread)
Living in the ends
Who would've thought this don't make no sense
(This don't make no sense)
Living just for defense
Been alive to long now were paying off our debts
(Got us paying off our debts)
Living in the ends
Shit's to real wish it was pretend
(I wish it was pretend)
Witness all this death
Having talks with God tryna make amends
(I'm tryna make amends)
Living in the ends
Darkness clouds and I'm digging in my head
(I been digging in my head)
Living in the ends
Now
Welcome to the ends
I'm living in the ends

Oh shit
What happened
Sky falling
Got planes crashing
In the ocean
I'm laughing
Thunder kicking and lightning crashing
Crazy
Mad Maxing
People shoving stomping
They running rancid
It's panic
Anger fear anxiety pain them
Wake up in the morning with a cannon in my hand
Grab a tub of water 'bout a gallon and a half
Then I'm headed for my stash
Feeling manic and I laugh
Need to come up with a plan
I can do this I'm the man
Got me packing all my bags
Got a plan that I write down
I'm doing this right now
Cuz I'll be fucking damned if I go down
And I aint going down with no fight now
It's night out
So I can slip by with the lights out
I'm here and I'm moving in silence
Right through the commotion I'm hearing the sirens
The sound of alarms in my ear and its blaring
I barely can think straight
Vision is clouded
I'm feeling these doubts creeping in
I'm surrounded with low odds
Stacking in thousands
You need to survive this my conscious is shouting
Anxiety's banging
My headache is pounding
I'm tryna stay grounded I'm

Living in the ends
Running all around got me wishing I was dead
(Got me wishing I was dead)
Killing neighbors and my friends
So much wrong got me feeling all this dread
(Got me feeling all this dread)
Living in the ends
Who would've thought this don't make no sense
(This don't make no sense)
Living just for defense
Been alive to long now were paying off our debts
(Got us paying off our debts)
Living in the ends
Shit's to real wish it was pretend
(I wish it was pretend)
Witness all this death
Having talks with God tryna make amends
(I'm tryna make amends)
Living in the ends
Darkness clouds and I'm digging in my head
(I been digging in my head)
Living in the ends
Now
Welcome to the ends
I'm living in the ends

Man all of these demons around me will not let me sleep
I'm in the street
I'm tryna be tough
But I'm feeling bleak
I'm tryna be strong but my body feel weak
Don't know if I'll see a new day
Cuz every hour is worse than the last
In like every way
I steadily pray
But I don't even know if that counts now
I'm questioning God
Got the world on a count down
Out on my own I got nothing
I scout out
Gun to a enemies head make 'em bow down
I'm here to take all you got you can pout now
Hearing the cries of my foes in surround sound
I gotta do what I gotta do
Bitch ima move how I gotta move
Bodies around me like shit there's a lot of you
Pop up at night you can call me the Babadook
You gonna die because I got the drop on you
Ima be popping you
I know I'm alive in a sense
These times are so wild sometimes I just feel like I died in my head
Mentally feel I been finding amends
But I'm fighting a threat
And I'm running from it over tryna defense
What happens next
This is Surviving The Ends

Living in the ends
Running all around got me wishing I was dead
(Got me wishing I was dead)
Killing neighbors and my friends
So much wrong got me feeling all this dread
(Got me feeling all this dread)
Living in the ends
Who would've thought this don't make no sense
(This don't make no sense)
Living just for defense
Been alive to long now were paying off our debts
(Got us paying off our debts)
Living in the ends
Shit's to real wish it was pretend
(I wish it was pretend)
Witness all this death
Having talks with God tryna make amends
(I'm tryna make amends)
Living in the ends
Darkness clouds and I'm digging in my head
(I been digging in my head)
Living in the ends
Now
Welcome to the ends
I'm living in the ends