Текст песни ESSAY - Kodoku , Darius King

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep, just hope I get an A
But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this simping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this
I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes
Girl you my blessing in disguise

I confessing but with lies
You can't tell if I'm alright
I was swimming in the water
Till you hit me with your tide
Now I'm underwater, breathing, I can't tell If I'm alive
If it's worth it in the end, then I'll accept it like my prize

You say you'll be there, I believe you
But not 100%, maybe 80, maybe 90
But you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me
But don't be upset, If I get too attached
I feel like every time I let a girl into my life
She start to be there at the right place at the right time
And then I fall into this cycle 'bout to lose my mind oh
And when I lose my mind I start to question mine I feel so numb inside
I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie this feelin' got me tired

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A
But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this simping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this
I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes
Girl you my blessing in disguise

I can't let you in my life again
Ain't tryna go through pain
And I believed that said she would stay
But it got colder in the rain
Why everybody call me bro
Sad they used to call me lame
So I'm not chilling with no hoes
I'll be chilling with the gang

Had to put my heart up in a duffy, she don't love me
And she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy, she can't hug me
Girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it's meant to be
I don't answer all these random hoes, when they be texting me
I asked God why they have to leave me
I guess it was part of the plan
I got this pain in my body
I won't ever leave me I gotta take it like a man

She went and played a nigga that's why I don't trust
Now she now she got me looking stupid
But I got options thought that she knew this
Damn man messed up and blew it
Bands man get check run through it
I be peeping vibes and I swear they all fake now
Never been in good hands need some allstate now
Ion got no heart left and I can't donate now
I pop out like drake I tell 'em story for the wait now

I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart
I gotta essay heart for your heart
How many words?

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I'm like one essay deep, just hope I get an A
But if I get a B I hope you let me stay
I can't keep up with all this sipping
Shit I know deep down you feeling this
I'm so gone, I been feeling faded
But without the ganja
I'm so lost in your eyes