Текст песни Her Story - LMP THE RAPPER

I know you feel like the world is against you right now
The weight of your thoughts is the course of
your pain in your brain that is breaking you down
I know we've only just met but it feels
like I've really been chasing you round
So many things that I know without you
even telling me, inside you're waiting to shout
In your mind, you're the only one
All your friends you don't like so you're lonely wondering
What life is worth barely holding on
Like you would feel alright with a loaded gun
Pointed straight at your skull cause your hope is gone
All your friends think its cool without clothing on
Now you feel like a fool cause you don't have a
clue of what you wanna do whеn you're growing on
So you soak your palms in holy water
A lonely daughtеr
Only 16, years old but close the door to
Open arms who tried to demote your harm
He chose to calm you down but he knows he can't
Without, you
Yet you choose to hate from the start
He should've knew now he's losing faith
You bruised his face, looking for a new debate
He's used to fake, he prays you would change your ways
A new day for him to panic
He's driving but stuck in traffic
You're calling him like a manic
He knows that he's feeling frantic
He knows that it isn't magic
The phone is buzzing he grabs it
He knows that it could be tragic
But doesn't care about damage
So now he started speeding and swerving a rainy evening
He's cursing and leaning back while you urge him to keep on speaking
You're hurting him as he's reading
You're working to make him leave and
You don't care about what happens he's swerwing and then wheels spin
Into the rails
Span of the road on his own in the hail
Smashed up his phone with no hope
but he still tells the tale to this day
That he knew that he will
Blood on his face
Such a disgrace
Loving his mate was too much for his fate
A phone and a car is enough to get hate
Together is deadly but separatly great
Then one day you go out driving
Constantly moaning crying
Feels like your hope is dying
Mind is in over drive then
You see your phone is shining
Probably a post they're liking
Getting so close to typing that your
mind is writing your reply but sighing
Because you remembered what happened
You try and pretend you don't care
Never were there at the time now you stare
in the mirror and wonder if you're even their
How come this hatrid you felt everyday
towards others somehow managed to disappear
How come this way that you're feeling today
weren't the way that you felt when the world used to care
How come you're feeling so sorry to all
of the people that everyday you used to air
How come you don't feel upset when you look in
the mirror and start feeling sick when you stare
How come you don't wanna shout at the world
like you did as a kid when each day you would swear
How come you suddenly changed when
nobody expected you to or was even aware
Now you wanna share to the world all your goals and your dreams
Now you know what it means
But alone and you need
To go home but you dream
And you hope and believe
That you'll go and succeed
Play a show every week
Gotta go to achieve
Even though you could plead
For forgiveness
Your business
And hopes can't say bye or you'll miss it
Excited and focused you're ready to live this new life
As you promise you'll come back for Christmas